I don't know that anyone is any way on the inside, really. I've been surprised too many times to believe that. What's being done to us is meant to prey on our instincts for fear, or for self-preservation, or cynicism; I couldn't tell you that I've never in my life given into similar instincts, or taken actions that have not done me credit.

...But look at me, waxing philosophical when I only intended to pay you an apparently all too subtle compliment. Never allow me to talk about myself, I won't ever stop.